Okay well...here goes...

I failed at the Love Dare. What was done to me was inexcusable and I won't even think of trying that on him ever again. He is out of my life and I am trying (trying yes) to move on. It's hard, its a struggle every day. If only I could tell everyone what he did, but that is personal. Just trust me on this...if someone did this to you, you would never want to see them again either. I still have to deal with him because of our daughter.

Times are hard. My daughter had surgery on her teeth last week so we spent the day in the hospital. Night before last my dad was in a car wreck. He almost died. He hit a patch of black ice on the road. spun around and hit the ditch and flipped his truck in the creek. His head was in the water, he went thru the sunroof. He said he felt the freezing water then warmth from the blood gushing from his head. He had stitches all over his head from all the gashes. The one on top of his head is so deep it went to his skull. He cracked his neck, and messed up a bone in his back a lil. Thank God for the neighbors down the road, they were behind him when he wrecked, and they stopped and held towels on his head until the rescuers got there. If they hadn't done that, my dad wouldn't be home right now. They let him go yesterday. Hes in a lot of pain. Hes all bandaged up and has to wear a neckbrace for two months. BUT...He is alive. Thanks to those neighbors and the EMTs. Angels don't always have big fluffy wings you know...