2:30am

Im so tired.I stayed up half the night last night just sitting outside on the front steps. The moon was so bright it looked like daylight outside. Robby had to work again today, his off day. He will be working 6a-12a all week too, and possibly be working all weekend. I still miss him terribly. He was sweet all day yesterday though. Hes a good man...just irritating sometimes. I know hes just tired though.

My papaw is getting better, he talked to my uncle on the phone last night. He doesnt want to see anyone really though. He isn't feeling well and doesnt want anyone to see him that way. I don't blame him. I thought about going yesterday til momma told me he didn't want to see anyone. I hope he's feeling okay soon.

I am gonna work on the house some today, but I think I will rest some too. I feel crappy. Most likely from no sleep. I dunno. I need to do some housework, and also I need to try to figure out this work from home crap. So many people do it, why can't I find anything that isnt a scam?

~update~




Papaw gets to come home tomorrow if nothing else happens. I hope that he will be okay. I may have to go over there and help them out. Poor papaw. I feel so sorry for him. Everyone is arguing now because one of his kids (not namin names) pitched a fit cause they had to stay with him and none of the other ones did. How ridiculous. I dunno. I am not getting into it.

Robby called for about 2 seconds to "see what I was going to do today" and then he was off again. It was a strange phone call. Im not really sure what the point was? But he thought of me enough to call. I am gonna fix burgers for us tonight.

I have cleaned up in here, and I am about to start on the dungeon room again. LOL yeah that would be my bedroom. Its been a mess since Robby moved in. I am trying so0o hard to get it in order. I need to go through his stuff so bad it hurts. He has more clothes than any one person should be allowed to even have. I dunno what to do with them all, other than try to corner him long enough to make him get rid of what he doesnt wear. He doesn't wear half, but I am not touching them, because I don't want to throw away something he needs by accident.

So ALL I have left to do is go through the closet, go through the baby bed, go through the kitchen cabinets, and then I will start on the outside. Everything else is fine and in order...other than Mikeys desk, and its just minutes from being cleaned off. I am so0o proud of myself for all the work I have been doing.