Bleh

On a sad note, my papaw is currently having open heart surgery...I am here blogging to try to take my mind off of it. I worry too much, naturally. I hope all will be well with him. If you are reading this, please extend your prayers to him and our family.

Well..Robby came in at 7:15p. And left again at 7:30p again to go back to work. He was here long enough to eat. He didn't come back in til 1am. He still made time for me though. It is nice knowing you are missed when you are. I thank heavens for the crockpot after yesterday. It was nice not to have to worry about fixing dinner last minute.

My house is so0o clean in the living room and on the kitchen counters. I want to to go thru the cabinets in the kitchen and straighten up the bathroom, make the beds, and perhaps dig into Robbys boxes of stuff that still need unpacked in the bedroom. We'll see. I have to go to the store and get some basics like TP, paper towels, and dryer sheets.

Per the usual dinner dilemma, I have to go get some meat at the market too. I guess while I am up there, I will decide whats for dinner according to what looks good. I have too much to do to sit here. I should be getting my clothes on and getting ready to go there. Today is gonna be better. Getting my house in order has made my WHOLE outlook better. I missed having a lil control over my life. So0o badly. I do feel awesome. I didn't cry all day yesterday other than when I found out my papaw would be having surgery. I plan on not crying all day today either if I can help it.. Things are gonna be okay. Just okay.

~update~
All is well here. My papaw is out of surgery, and he is in serious condition, which is better than critical. I am glad he made it through okay. He had to have veins taken from his leg and his side too to patch up his heart. But hes still keeping on. I can't wait to see him...

I went shopping and completely cleaned up my bathroom :] On to the bedrooms next? hehe. I am proud of what this house looks like now. Its coming right along, thanks to the motivation from the lovely ladies at the flylady forums. What a help that has been.

Well, time to get to work again.