Changesssss

Well, here I am again. Many many changes have taken place. Today may be the day that James moves back home. I am unsure. Its either gonna be today or tomorrow. We are excited, of course!I miss him, but its gonna take some getting used to from living alone. This has been the first time I have done that in years.

Life brings change, sometimes for the best, sometimes for the worst. The only thing we know for sure is we will have many hard decisions to make along the way. We just have to hope we are making the right ones. Its no longer just about us...its about family, our babies, our friends, and everyone else that might be affected by our many wise or perhaps not so wise decisions along the way. I had a choice to make, and I made the choice I thought would be best for everyone, not just me.

That being said...I may be going back to school. Thanks to the encouragement of a very very supportive man that I just happen to get to call my own. I have filed all the paperwork and am awaiting the arrival of my acceptance letter in the mail. I am so excited and nervous all at the same time. I am also trying to decide on a new hobby. I see all these super creative and artistic people around me, and I just wish I had something I could be REALLY good at. I mean...really really good. Something practical and useable in real life.

Sure I can make awesome pictures on Photoshop, but that doesnt really get used alot. I can make jewelry, but its not that great. I want to find something that I can excel at. Something that will have my friends and family saying "Amy, will you make me one?" hehe. It's gonna take a lot of thought. I just need a hobby to keep me off this PC all the time. And perhaps something I can get my kids involved in as well. I want to do more stuff with them.

So, anyway...its time for me to get off of here and wake up and do something. I have been up for two hours and haven't accomplished anything but a mess.